Tuesday, January 10, 2012

day one

of my little fasting challenge. today was good! I was a little nauseous at times, but I expected that. of course, that really helped in the grand scheme of things. by feeling nauseous, I appeared sick. if I'm sick, I can stay home and pretend to throw up ( I would do it normally, but that would ruin the fast!). if I pretend to throw up, I can stay home longer and not be expected to eat. plus, being home=exercising. things so far are looking good for me, yay.

amaris, darling! I love your name. I also love your blogs. I'm so happy you like mine! I really appreciate your support, and in return extend mine. I love to help people, so let me know if there's anything I can do for you. <3

Monday, January 9, 2012


so food-wise, today was pretty good. I'm almost out of diet pills, though. :(
emotionally, though, today was trying. but I was thinking about my week ahead and I realized something. I have a stellar opportunity to fast tomorrow-every mealtime is busy. I love to pull fasts for as long as I can, so if I play my cards right I can fast Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday. I'm gonna try my best to pull this one off. wish me luck!!

Sunday, January 8, 2012


the "calories remaining" on this thing never fails to make me laugh.

not gonna lie...

... I got a pretty good kick out of this.

Granted, it's an old article and thus an old link- that post doesn't even exist anymore. But still.

And Kim, to answer your comment...
No, I've never done anything like DBT. It sounds rather interesting, though. My parents just stuck me with a regular therapist (not even a psychiatrist or psychologist!), which has done shit. Perhaps I'll bring it up? Thank you for bringing it to my attention!

Saturday, January 7, 2012

it's been a rough few days.
well, all this time i thought i had an eating disorder that i "sucked at."

turns out, i just have really severe bpd.

that explains a lot.